Old Friends, Enemies and Places

Azeroth is likely being destroyed by an angry dragon, with fire bursting from his core. But since all the residents of Azeroth are stuck in a comotose state, I’ll daydream about yesterday instead of worrying about today.

First, I said goodbye to Dalaran. It’s time to move on.

Daralan in all its beauty

I said goodbye to my dear friend Applebough. I will always remember him as my favorite vendor.

The friendliest non-druid Tree

Then I packed my things and stepped through the Dalaran portals for the last time. Everyone is returning home – the war is over. The wizards of Dalaran have decided that there is no need to waste magical energy keeping them open. I’m glad I was prepared enough to leave before they closed them. It would be a shame to get stuck taking the long ship ride back to Azeroth.

Portals - such handy things

I took a quick tour around Stormwind. I went for a stroll in the Park, and wandered around the gates area, gazing at the grand statues.

The Park

The glorious gates of Stormwind

Then I went to hunt the enemies that haunted my beginnings as a hero. It was time to make them suffer.

The first dangerous foe was Hogger.  He didn’t have a chance this time…

Hogger's demise

Or did he? I’ve heard rumors that he may have respawned and been captured by the Stormwind Guard.

I also said hello to a few friends on my journey. Old Blanchy was always kind to me. He even gave me his old feed sack when I most needed bag space.

Old Blanchy was a good horse...

The Defias Messenger was wandering around Westfall. I gave him a parting blow with my dagger.

Defias messenger fails to deliver his last message

Klaven is no longer useful to the world. I will forever be greatful to him for allowing me to learn my poison skills. I thanked him with a swift death.

Klaven think's he's safe in his tower...

The Blackrock Grunts hid behind a tree in Redridge, just waiting for their moment to strike. I showed them what it was like to be surprised from behind.

Darn ogres

Mor’Ladim had a very sad story, but he also had a tendency to sneak up on unsuspecting low-level characters and annhilate them. I paid him a visit to set things straight.

Mor'Ladim will terrorize the graveyard no more

Stalvan was a very odd man, with one of those epically long quest chains that sent you scrambling around Azeroth. I ended his sad existence as an undead revenant.

Stalvan

The Ogres in Loch Modan have a massive cave complex that is full of treacherous turns and twists. I cleared the area. I’ve  heard they’ll come back stronger than ever, but at least I made them hurt.

Ogres

I took the opportunity to pause and look out over the dam. It is such an such an epic work of engineering… it’s too bad Deathwing had  to crash into it.

What a lovely view

Sadly, I said goodbye to Muradin Bronzebeard. Such a strong, proud dwarf – a wonderful leader. He will be greatly missed. I hope that someday we can free him from his earthen entanglement.

Muradin will be missed

Murlocs are fun to kill, even if they aren’t ever going to leave Azeroth.

Scattering the murlocs in the wind

I stole Araj the Summoner’s phylactery for the last time.

Araj the Summoner

I was never quite able to figure out that outhouse…

Very interesting...

The entire zone of Desolace was my enemy. A barren wasteland full of nothing friendly.

Desolace

Linken has always been one of my heroes. I keep his boomerang and sword safe in my bank should I ever need them.

Linken

I hung out for awhile with the ghosts of Azshara. I have a feeling they wont be lonely any more.

Azshara... formerly the most useless zone ever

Finally, I watched the sun set over Darkshore.

the docks of Darkshore

Darkshore sunset

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The Collection

I’m warning you now – this is an image heavy post. I decided to play with my camera today and take some pictures of WOW items in my collection. I didn’t realize how much WOW paraphenalia we had until I got utterly tired of taking pictures.

I’ve had the figureprint for a few months – Jardal got it for me this summer, but it didn’t arrive until a few months later.

Kaelynn's Figureprint

It is absolutely gorgeous and a perfect replica of my in-game character. My only complaint is that it’s incredibly hard to take a good photo of! It’s made out of some sort of ceramic, and enclosed in a glass dome that is not removeable.

I also recieved an Onyxia hatchling figure pet from Jardal as a gift. It’s so adorable!

Onyxia Hatchling. Whelps...handle it!

Then there are the steins that I got for Jardal last year:

Stein Lid

Stein Lid

Alliance Handle

Alliance Stein

They are very expensive, but they make a wonderful collector’s item.

Dragon Stein

Handle

Of course, we also have various plushies:

Gryphon Hatchling

Talking Murloc

Baby Murloc

We also own most of the WOW novels that are out there.

So much Lore!

There’s a WOW calendar in our office:

Calendar

In addition to all the above, we also have the WOTLK Collector’s edition, at least one Tshirt, and every issue of the WOW magazine so far. I’m sure I’m forgetting something.

Our collection is a little ridiculous, but it just goes to show how much we love the game. We get incredibly geeked out when a new WOW themed item comes out. There are of course things we are missing… anyone have a Frostmourne or Doomhammer replica they’d like to send us? :)

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Fighting Off the Gloom

I’ve felt a bit gloomy lately. It could just be the weather — it snowed last weekend and the ground is coated with gray slush. The bitter hint of cold in the air reminds me that the long Minnesota winter has begun to set in. I can look forward to the grey skies, biting cold, and darkness.

Or it could just be my job. I’ve been in my current position almost 6 months — long enough for the apathy to creep in. I’m constantly reminded that being a programmer is nothing like I imagined. I’m not designing elegant code and engaging in stimulating discussions about the best way to do X, or using cool new technologies. Instead, I’m wading my way through a poorly written POS and trying to make sense of financial data that doesn’t match up with some user’s report. There are good days… but I haven’t had one lately. I find myself leaving every day with a headache and a sense that everything I do is futile.

When I arrive home from a long day at work and a 45+ minute commute through bad traffic, I’m completely burnt out. I would love to come home and clean, to work on my hobbies, to check things off my to-do list — but I rarely find the motivation.

I’m not saying any of this to just to complate or incite pity. I know, I really don’t have it that rough. I have a job, no kids, etc. I’m just explaining this to get to my point which is:  that playing WOW is one of the few things that I feel like doing when I get home. It energizes me, inspires me, and helps me blow off steam. These past few weeks, I’ve seldom logged into the game. My desire to play is waning. I’m sure this is contributing to my gloomy mood.

This brings me to my realization of the day— WOW has held my interest consistantly for longer than anything else. I tend to get bored easily. I throw myself into a project with a fervor, and then after a short period of time, get completely burnt out and frustrated with it. I rarely finish anything. For the past 2 1/2 years, WOW has been a consistant part of my life. I daydreamed about it at work, and planned out my next goal in-game. It has excited me, motivated me, and given me something to look forward to. It’s actually hard to believe that a game could hold my attention for so long. Why is WOW so different?

The magic that WOW holds for me is hard to pin down. I love so many aspects of the game, from the lore, to the art style, to the interaction with people. I love how vast and seemingly endless the game is. It’s not something that I can ever “finish”. Add all of that to a solid, polished product with interesting mechanics and quests, and apparently you have a recipe for something that works very well for me.

There is something incredibly frustrating about the short time before a new expansion or patch launch. It’s not really that there is nothing left to do in the game — it’s more that so many of the things I would like to do will be somehow better or different if i just wait.

Some people have gone on to other games to get their fix. I’ve learned by now that other MMOs just can’t capture me in the same way — I keep comparing them to WOW.  I also just don’t have the heart to start over — I have such an investment in WOW. I should be finishing up Dragon Age, or one of the countless other single-player RPGs that I’ve left untouched, but somehow I can’t get into it. WOW has become a habit… and without it, I feel rather lost.

Just over two weeks left until the launch. In the meantime I am trying to focus on other things — trying to summon up some motivation to get back into drawing, to edit my photos from Europe, and to finish my theme design and blog relaunch. I’m trying… but most of the time I just find myself watching TV.

I can only hope that these next two weeks pass by quickly. I need Cataclysm to come out and save me from being so emo.

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Install WordPress Locally

I’m working on possibly self-hosting my blog soon, and as such decided it was time to dabble with a theme design. Those of you who love playing around with layouts or plugins on your self-hosted blogs know that things don’t always go as planned. Sometimes you end up with broken layouts and everything goes just a little wonky. Since your blog is essentially broken, you panic to fix it before anyone can see it.

A great practice is to actually test your theme/plugins locally on your own computer - then you have all the time in the world to fix things. This used to be a rather daunting task for non-techy folks to do, requiring a full manual installation of WordPress and it’s dependencies(PHP, MySQL, Apache/IIS,etc) on your computer. For those of you who have access to a Windows computer, however, it’s become quite simple. (Mac users will still have to do a few more steps – check out  these instructions on how to do a WordPress install on MAMP).

Microsoft actually did something intelligent! They built a Web Installer Platform, which allows you to install a bunch of web applications with just a few clicks. Here’s a direct link to install WordPress via their tool.

Just select WordPress from the list of applications and click 'Install'

The installer will ask you set some passwords, but other than that don’t worry about tweaking the options unless you really know what you’re doing. It’s incredibly simple.

After it’s installed, you can view your local blog by pointing your browser at http://localhost/wordpress/. The files are all stored at C:inetpubwwwrootwordpress.

You can see how your own blog looks by exporting your blog content (Tools > Export) to your computer, and then doing an import on the local installation (Tools > Import). Install your theme and matching plugins on your local installation as well, and you’ll be able to test any changes before making them live.

 

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In Which I Admit I'm an Impatient Jerk

Members of the blogosphere prove to be fantastic at judging each other, and making bold statements about how others should or shouldn’t behave. I’m not interested in participating directly in this drama – as always, I prefer to stay on the sidelines and make silent judgements about everyone involved, without the risk of actually having to back up my opinions.  Instead, I’ve decided that today I’m going to be candid and reveal something personal. I have a confession to make – I’m a jerk.

An early morning meeting  with a team member over in India left me filled with intense annoyance. It’s partly because it was so early and my brain doesn’t like to fully function at that time of day, but mostly because he asked so many questions. Questions I know I’ve answered before.

This got me thinking about how I would make a terrible teacher. I have zero patience. I get filled with an irrational rage when someone asks me “stupid” questions, or asks the same question more than once. I can’t possibly comprehend how someone can’t get it, when I figured it out so easily. Essentially, I’m an egotistical, impatient jerk.

I also get incredibly pissed when I can’t understand what someone is saying. Accents, bad Vent connections, etc, leave me swearing under my breath as I struggle to discern the probably-important words the other person is speaking. On the flip side, I also get angry when someone doesn’t understand what I say and I have to repeat myself. I am such a hypocrit.

This bad attitude manifests itself quite frequently in WOW, although I do a fantastic job of keeping it to myself (and my poor husband who has to listen to me ranting). My guildies probably think I’m such a nice person – sadly, they are incorrect.

In PUGs, getting pissed at some faceless person is easy. I swear and rant at every lousy tank, every stupid DPS who stands in the bad or pulls mobs. The thing is, though, I never type out any of my angry thoughts. I don’t need to take out my rage on that person… they probably wouldn’t give a damn anyways. I’m not going to try to teach them a lesson, or intentionally make their game-time miserable. It wouldn’t solve anything. It wouldn’t even make me feel better.

But this is just my way of dealing. Other people seem to think that letting others intentionally die, or pulling a bunch of mobs and then leaving the group, or ninja-ing loot is a more reasonable reaction. We’re all jerks on some level – some people are just more visibly so. It’s part of what makes us human, like it or not. We all have slightly different moral compasses, which are shaped by experiences, religion, culture, etc.

I get extremely agitated when I make a mistake in a PUG, because I’m sure that the other members are swearing about me. But they’re probabaly not. I’m the passive-aggressive one, and I shouldn’t attribute that to everyone I meet.

During guild runs, the fury takes longer to build. I cut my friends some slack - after all, it is just a game. But after 5 wipes on a boss we’ve easily killed before, when its obvious that certain people just aren’t paying attention… I snap. I stop having fun and start gritting my teeth, just waiting for the night to be over. I keep my finger away from the vent key on my keyboard, as I assign blame and mutter about the incompetence that is occuring. I don’t ever share these thoughts with anyone but my husband. I hate confrontations, I hate causing drama, and I would rather suffer through a night of wiping than risk calling someone out.

So there you have one of my dark secrets. I am very quick to anger, and but you will likely never know when I am. I’m passive-aggressive, impatient, egotistical, and selfish, but I’m very good at choking it down and putting on a smile.

I guess what I’m trying to say is, we all make mistakes, and we all act like jerks sometimes (unless you’re some sort of super-genius-saint). Thats not to say that said jerkish behavior is good, but it is understandable. It’s really easy to point out the  perceived failings in others, so I thought I would point out some failings in myself instead.

PS:  Trust me, I’m much harder on myself than I am on others. I truly excel at self-bashing.

PPS: I have no idea why I’m posting this – I’m just in a brutally honest mood

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Entirely Unconstructive

Now that the wedding planning isn’t sucking all the creative juices out of me, I’m feeling the urge to write again. I want to write something helpful, something constructive that might actually contribute to the community. Unfortunately we’re stuck in that limbo zone before the new expansion where everything is transient and uncertain. I won’t write a class guide, because what really is the point, when no one is raiding in any sort of serious or even casually serious way? Talking about addons would be futile, because whatever addon I mention will likely break in Cataclysm.  I’m not on the beta, so I can’t discuss anything there, which is where most of the news is coming from. I can’t even talk about leveling, because the whole experience will change in a few weeks.

So you’re stuck with me musing and rambling instead of something constructive.

The Shattering

I read The Shattering a few weeks ago. If you want a nice review on it, check out this review by fellow rogue Daria or a post on my guild’s blog by Faydre, or of course WOW Insider’s review. As for my opinion – I think  it was wonderful (at least in the context of a WOW novel). Christie Golden wove together the many different viewpoints in a simplistic way, but it worked very well. It was a smooth, well constructed, and enjoyable novel. Each character she touched was brought to life with a great deal of depth and dimension. I truly enjoyed every character, even those that I would traditionally say I hate – like Garrosh, or Moira Bronzebeard. Golden made the lines between right and wrong blur in an interesting way, revealing the good and bad in both Horde and Alliance. Also – if you were pissed by Blizzard turning Jaina into a whiney, weak and crying girl in the Icecrown events, then you will be pleased to know that Golden gives her merit again as a strong and intelligent woman. The depiction of young Anduin Wyrnn is fantastic, especially his relationship with Varian. Even young Baine Bloodhoof won my heart over, and gave me a character in the Horde to actually care about.

The Shattering - available at your local bookseller, online, or via Kindle

Is The Shattering it worth reading? I would give that question an emphatic yes. While other novels had merit simply by moving the plot forward or filling in gaps in the lore, this novel shined by fleshing out important NPC characters and truly making them come alive. The plot is still important of course, as it provides the material needed to transition us from WOTLK to Cataclysm. Hints will be made to the events of The Shattering in-game, but Blizzard makes a practice of using these novels as complimentary to the in-game events rather than fully explaining them in-game as well.

Healing in Cataclysm

There’s been a lot of discussion going on in the blogosphere about healing in Cataclysm, and whether Blizzard has managed to accomplish changing its healing philosophy. One notable post is one by the always eloquent Tamarind at Righteous Orbs, where he gives a differential diagnosis on healing. Vixsin at Life in Group 5 writes another very intelligent post about the disparity between efficiency and fun when healing.

These posts make it clear that their are still some inherent problems with the healer role. Blizzard hasn’t magically reinvented healing – they’ve just tipped the scales in a slightly different direction. Healers are truly struggling to find their place, what tools to use when, and which classes are more optimal in which situations. As our abilities scale with gear, and as Blizzard continues to play with the numbers, we may end up with further shifts in healing style during the expansion. Having to worry about mana and choose spells thoughtfully sounds fun, but in practice it might not be implemented in a way that truly works. I suppose we will find out in a few weeks.

The other problem is that no matter what Blizzard does to the numbers, sometimes the mindset of the community causes problems. Healers have the ability to compensate for poor player performance in Wrath – whether it be that the other players are standing in bad stuff or aren’t killing the boss quickly enough. With the goal to make healing more challenging and less twitchy, we start to lose that ability to compensate, and we get “blamed” for others poor performance. I’m honestly quite nervous about healing PUG dungeons in Cataclysm. I love a challange, but I’m certainly not interested in dealing with asshats who blame me for their own incompetance. On the other hand, I’m very excited at the idea of guild dugeon runs that actually require us working together as a team.

The Calm Before the Storm

We’ve hit the one month mark until Cataclysm’s release (as of yesterday). Some people are scurrying around trying to finish up last-minute achievments, to level an alt, or to amass a pile of money in preparation. Others have stopped playing the game entirely until the expansion release date. All of us are waiting, and likely impatiently. It’s been over a year since the announcement of Cataclysm, and I’ve felt a bit twitchy ever since then. There are so many things I want to do, so many things on hold until the release.

The world events are interesting – the quests are fun, especially if you actually read them (I’ve done them on almost every toon). I certainly look forward to the next phase, which apparently kicked off today. Unfortunately these events are are overshadowed by that sense of anticipation. The third phase will hopefully be more captivating, with full-on city invasions, random bosses, etc.

That cultist outfit is hot! Maybe I should really join up...

What am I doing now in the game? I’ve been trying to grind through to get my Dungeon Set 1 on my rogue, but due to my poor luck, it’s proving to be incredibly tedious. I likely will give up. On the bright side, she reached Exalted with the Argent Dawn. I’ve also been doing a smattering of retro raiding, and playing around in ICC.

In which Jardal thinks he is king of BWL

Mainly though, I’ve been continuing to level my horde priest. Northrend is slow going, but we’ve managed to get through the Wrathgate, which was our main goal. I’ve finally become comfortable on the Horde side (although I still find myself heading towards the Alliance portals in Dalaran). The Wrathgate was much as I expected – a slightly different slant, but still epic.

I’ve done a few battlegrounds on horde-side, mainly to keep up with Jardal’s shaman and his herb addiction, which now gives a surprisingly large portion of XP. Horde has always dominated on our battlegroup, so it’s quite refreshing to actually win – and dare I say makes PVP a little bit fun. I’m certainly not good at battlegrounds, especially as a Holy priest, but I feel I contribute much more as a healer than I would as a DPS. It also gives me a chance to practice with the ridiculously-sized toolbox that priests have to lug around. Maybe I’ll actually give rated battlegrounds a shot in Cataclysm – especially as they combine the battlegroups and hopefully even things out a bit.

The Release of WOTLK Retrospective

Although I had been playing WOW for a few months before the release of WOTLK, I hadn’t even reached 70 yet.  I was excited for the expansion, but not like this – I still had plenty of new content to explore, professions to level, and thousands of XP left to go before I hit the cap.

We had pre-ordered a Collector’s Edition from Amazon for me, but it didn’t arrive right away. I took the Thursday and Friday following the release date off of work, and ended up buying a CE from Target that we found, because I just couldn’t wait for mine to arrive. We later sold the second CE on Ebay for a slight profit.

Our server at the time was Cenarius – one with a rather large population. The queue times were incredible, and the server stability was very questionable. Jardal and I found ourselves in Outlands surrounded by a flood of new deathknights (or, I suppose a plague of DK’s?). It took about a month after the release of WOTLK for us to hit Northrend.

Release Plans For Cata

This time around, things are different, and yet the same. I’ve pre-ordered my CE from Amazon (because my husband is nice and knows how much I love the mini-pets). He snagged the digital download, which is a fantastic idea on Blizzard’s part. If the CE doesn’t arrive right away I will probably try to find a copy elsewhere and resell it when it does arrive. I don’t have a lot of vacation to spare this year, so I’m only taking a half-day on December 10th.

We’re on a lower-pop server this time, so I’m hoping that the queues will be less ridiculous. I’m sure there will be some instability, especially in the Worgen and Goblin starting zones.

I have two toons at 80, one at 74, one at 45 and one at 39 – all of which I want to play when the expansion releases. That’s not even counting the worgen druid, dwarf warlock, and worgen hunter that I’m planning on rolling, or the goblin shaman I will dabble with. I have 4 professions at max that need to get leveled, and of course there is archaeology,  and Peaceblooms vs. Ghouls to endlessly consume my time.

It’s a bit overwhelming. I’d love to say I’m going to formulate a plan… but that’s unlikely to go beyond a rough draft. It all depends on zone stability, what my husband wants to do, and my own whims at the moment.

I do know a few things though. Kaelyra (my newly renamed shaman) will be my new “main”. I’m leveling her first to 85 along side Jardal’s druid. We will also be rolling a worgen druid and rogue, respectively to play together (a nice reversal of our first set of toons). The worgen will NOT have heirlooms from 1-60 at least, to give us the opportunity to fully enjoy the revamped content without outleveling it too quickly. My worgen druid will be an herbalist/inscriptionist, and I’ll be going Balance (and Resto as soon a I can purchase dual-specs).

Enough rambling for today. I’m off to do some work… or maybe just finish getting through my feed reader. Speaking of which, WTF WOW Insider… how many times do you have to break your feed, spamming me with 50 posts?

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The Cataclysm World Event Has Begun

The Cataclysm world event is now active on the live servers!

New quests, including one from this guy have become available as the elementals and cultists begin attacking Azeroth.

More information about the elemental invasion can be found at over  at Wowpedia.

One more hour until I can go home and participate in defending the world. *sigh*.

BTW, I totally called it. I knew they would begin the event when Hallow’s End wrapped up. It feels good to be right.

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It’s That Time of Year

I love fall – the trees changing color, caramel apples, hot apple cider, new shows starting on TV, Halloween candy, and of course, bad horror movies. I’m talking about the seriously awful, low-budget movies with terrible actors and a ridiculous premise – the kind of movie that would be featured in Mystery Science Theater 3000. Thanks to Netflix instant viewing, we can watch them all year round, but the best ones crop up on TV in the month of October. Recent winners include ThanksKilling, Tremors, and The Beast of Bray Road, as well as the classic I Know What You Did Last Summer, and I Still Know What You Did Last Summer. Not everyone appreciates this style of movie, but let me give you a hint – a glass of wine or a group of friends is a big help in making them enjoyable. I just love when movies get so bad that they are hilarious.

While lounging on the couch this morning watching a bad horror movie on Syfy, I saw a promo for a new movie starring our favorite geek girl actress, Felicia Day. While I’ve never been a fan of The Guild, I’ve loved everything else that Felicia Day has been in, from Buffy, to Dollhouse, to Dr. Horrible’s Sing Along Blog. The Guild’s “Do You Want to Date My Avatar” music video was also quite enjoyable. She’s so adorable, quirky and entertaining, with a lovely voice and decent acting skills. She’s one of those people that seems so “real”, despite her fame. It’s easy to see why she’s become so popular among the geek community.

This Syfy original movie, titled “Red: Werewolf Hunter” has a truly ridiculous premise – “Little Red Riding Hood’s descendants get revenge on werewolves”. It premieres on Syfy at 8pm Central tonight, and I can think of no better way to spend our Saturday evening. I highly suggest you check it out tonight or press record on the DVR.

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What's In A Name?

I’ve tried to write this post before, but I always end up tossing it – so many other bloggers have covered the topic well enough, and I didn’t feel like I really had anything to add. Recent events, however, have left me pondering the subject of names. I missed the Blog Azeroth Shared Topic about names that occured earlier this month, but I’m going to spill out my thoughts on this out anyways.

WOW Character Names

Everyone has a different strategy for choosing names for their WOW characters. Many choose names from their favorite books or movies. Some people are inspired by nature, or mythology, others by manipulating real names, and still others just use the random name generator. Some people use foreign words based on their meaning, or try to mimic the style of NPC names of their chosen race. And of course, their are those that try to be funny with their names, or even crude. Naming is a deeply personal process, regardless of how much thought is put into it.

When you have a plethora of alts like most do in our guild, you see a lot of different “themes” that occur. The most common one is choosing names that start with the same syllable, or incorporate the same word. Other themes are more subtle – variations on popular names, or words that mean something relevant to the class of the character. It’s certainly easier to identify a guild member when the names are themed (although even that can cause confusion, such as when another member uses someone else’s syllable in their character name).

There are many opinons about names. Many decry the use of names that reference popular fantasy figures, claiming it is unoriginal. Others mock those that use non-standard characters in their names (I’ve been guilty of this, but only because they’re so dang hard to type). It’s amusing to realize that you can find elitests in every aspect of the game – people who think that their naming strategy is somehow better than everyone else’s.

My own strategy has evolved as time went on. At first, all my names were derived from my favorite fantasy novel series, usually obscure characters or creative spellings (I’ll let you guess which ones). Now, however, as I’ve saved names for future characters, I find myself going back to the “Kae” prefix that has become my online identity. One of the names that I’ve saved is actually derived from my real first name, although I haven’t quite settled on a class to give it to.

My husband’s strategy is a mix of the random name generator, and finding words that mean something about the class. Jardal came from the Blizzard random generator, which is amusing considering that is now what he’s known as in-game. Parzifal his paladin, I think is derived from Parzival, a poem about a knight on the Holy Grail quest, which was found by randomly searching on the internet.

Names and Identity

Often, a character name can be someone’s identity. Choosing your own name is an opportunity that very few people outside of the internet have experienced. It’s almost more meaningful than your real name. This personal investment in a name is why people get so upset when that name is compromised. Maybe they move a character to a new server, and that name is already taken. Perhaps their name is mistakenly marked as being inappropriate. It’s a deeply upsetting experience for those that identify with their character name. It’s easy to get attached to a name, and hard to imagine yourself as anything else. It’s uncomfortable, unfamiliar when you take a new name.

It often seems that the more unique a name is, the more it means to a person. In the real world there are hundreds of Matts and Mikes and Jennifers, and many choose a nickname to differentiate themselves. People pride themselves on having a unique (and often unpronounceable name). How often have you heard someone say, “I’m the only one with my name on Google”.

We often make assumptions or connotations based on a person’s name or nickname. Our personal experience, culture, and other environmental factors shape our perception of names. This probably why spouses argue endlessly about what to name their children.

Names and Context

I’ve been Kaelynn for about 1.5 years, which isn’t really that long compared to many people in WOW, but it’s become a part of me. I never really had a nickname before, and secretly always wanted one. I respond to it as readily as my real name – in the right context.

As I grew closer to my guildies, and with the advent of real ID, many have learned my real name. The first time someone used my real name on vent, I didn’t even recognize it. It’s strange how our brains work – context is key for our own recognition and retrieval. On the other side of things, hearing my internet name out in the real world makes me pause a bit.

Changing My Name

I changed my last name after I got married, and it is most certainly a strange process. There are so many places to change it, so many requests to fill out and people to inform. Beyond the tedium of changing it is the disconcerting feeling that the name you grew up with is gone. I introduced myself to someone new yesterday and I hesitated for an awkwardly long time before saying my name. I’ve spent 24 years known as one thing, and now it’s like I’m someone else. My identity is shaken a bit.

Another amusing thing is how other people deal with my name change at work. No one is able to find me in our internal company directory. People ignore my emails because they don’t recognize the name. I also received an angry note from the office mailperson who couldn’t figure out how to deliver mail to the mailbox that still was labeled with my old last name (never mind that I’m the only one with my first name on my floor ).

Pronunciation

Have you ever read a book, and heard a name in your head one way, only to find out some time later that you were actually “saying” it wrong internally? It’s happened to me many times, and it really bothers me. I have to step back and view the character in a different way. The way names sound conveys some essence of a person that I can’t quite describe.

Have you chosen a WOW character name that looked good on paper, only to find that you disliked how other people pronounced it, or disliked how it sounded out loud in general? My rogue’s first name was Kairen – which I pronounced internally just like Karen. The first person who said it out loud though, pronounced it as Kai (rhymes with guy) – rin. It just didn’t sound that great to me, and yes, I could have tried to correct the person, but having an unpronounceable psuedonym wasn’t appealing to me when my real name is already so hard to pronounce.

My shaman’s name, Leane, is prounced like the popular name LeAnn. For some reason I’ve never been in love with this name, and the way it sounds just doesn’t click with me. As she’s going to be my main come Cataclysm, the name must be changed.

Some things to ponder:

What does your name mean to you? How did you choose it? Does your pseudonym feel more “real” than your given name? How does your experience reflect the way you view certain names? I’d love to hear your thoughts.

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Blizzcon Streaming Day 2

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An interview that Direct TV did yesterday revealed that an Alliance counterpart to the Lament of the Highborne will be put in the game for Cataclysm. It has something to do with night elves. I can’t wait to hear it – that was such a haunting and beautiful song, and it felt unfair that the Alliance didn’t have something similar.

Cataclysm Cinematic

I love the Cataclysm cinematic, so I was excited to see behind the scenes.

Apparently they originally thought about showing various races fleeing from the destruction, but they didn’t want it to look like “a 70′s disaster movie”, and they wanted to keep it fair and balanced so that no one race got the spotlight. In the end they decided that the Cinematic was all about Deathwing and his story – “Deathwing vs. the World”. They were able to produce fantastic cinematics for the Worgen and Goblins as well, but in-game instead of rendered.

They showed how they designed Deathwing, as well as other structures throughout the cinematic. They use simulations to create realistic looking fluids, smoke, fire, etc. It was pretty neat to see the process.

Then the world premiere of the the Worgen cinematic was shown, which of course was incredible. It made me shiver a little bit – they really captured the spooky, dangerous, and gloomy vibe of the worgen quite well.

Classes Q&A

I honestly just couldn’t keep up with the questions. Here’s a link to the MMO-Champion live-blogged version. It was certainly interesting to watch, but I didn’t feel very passionate about any of the subjects that were brought up. I did enjoy seeing Ghostcrawler in action. It was also amusing to see how many serious geeks there are at Blizzcon. Some of the questions aren’t great… they’ve already been answered or fixed in Cataclysm. It’s a lot like the developer Twitter chats.

WOW Open Q&A

Here’s the MMO Champion live-blog link.

One of the more interesting questions was someone asking for female characters that don’t look like they stepped out of a Victoria’s Secret catalogue. The developers of course gave a rather flippant answer, “which catalogue would you like them to step out of?” I understand their answer, but I’m sure that the woman who asked the question is probably a little pissed. It’s  a very tough topic, and one that has been covered many times by the blogosphere. Personally, I prefer my fantasy world to have idealized avatars – it is an escape from reality. I like looking at pretty things in the game. I would rather they spend more effort on keeping their female characters strong and interesting in personality (oh Jaina, what have they done to you?)

They also said that an incarnation of the Emerald Dream/Nightmare will definitely occur in the future, it’s just a matter of when.

They had hoped to get in a vanity item closet for Cataclysm, but they haven’t resolved the data storage issues necessary for it yet. I hope this can come in a patch during this expansion – my banks are filled to the brim. They also wanted to include a drop down for tabards, but they have yet to figure out how to deal with tabards that have an on-use effect.

The Insane in the Membrane feat of strength will NOT be achievable in Cataclysm, due to changes to many of the factions such as the Bloodsail Buccaneers. If there is a huge outcry for it, they will put a similarly painful achievement in for the future.

They are not planning on adding any more character slots. This was very disappointing to hear.

Wrap-up

I have to run to a halloween/mystery dinner party, so I’ll miss the rest of the evening’s festivities, although I might go back and watch the Tenacious D concert. Blizzcon was fantastic, and I can only imagine how great it would be to be actually physically present. Being surrounded by so many people who share a common interest is always a very energizing experience. I hope everyone that went had a wonderful time!

The livestream this year was certainly improved from last year, although there were still some lag/stuttering issues that seemed to be on Direct Tv’s end instead of our end. I definitely consider it worth the purchase, especially given the included “Deathy” murloc/deathwing  in-game pet. We got many hours of entertainment out of the stream, and it got us very excited for Cataclysm, and about the game in general.

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